Is it possible to put into words the exact thing that one wishes to deny? Or should it be kept hidden,safe from the world's judgemental eyes?
Right now, I am trying my best to put it into words as I sit on this comfy chair ...aware that the days slowly slips awaygiving me limits or much worse giving me signs fora near-end... yet all I want is to express what Ifeel...But come to think of it...I really don't have anyIDEA of what I feel.
It's so confusing... All I knowi s that my heart beats for this person without knowing the reason why. It surmounts everything within me...
I know im going to miss him for he is different.he's been very kind and gentle all this time and it makes me wonder how beautiful his soul is for being such a blessing.
Yes, he has somehow become a blessing for letting me see a lot of things....like life and beauty, love and hope, faith and reality...things which I thought are felt and understood by self-actualized people whose life seems to be perfect.
But life is not perfect. There is always a vainness that makes one feel incomplete or want and seek formore...And it's so sad to know that no one can always have the things that he wants. It pinches the heart like a song that has hit the right spot.
Nevertheless, it opens one's eye to a whole new dimension of living---seeing life and love in a newspectrum of light.
I think I almost fell for this person. Amazingly, Ihave managed to control my feelings not necessarily wanting a relationship but loving--just loving him as he is---silently.
Perhaps we can never really tell if we are in love.The universe is full of mystery and even a lifetime is not enough to decipher the secrets that it has.And right now, I am just glad that whatever it is that I feel towards him, I have once again managed to get a glimpse of how it feels to be happy.
I am thankful that for a certain point in my life, I have encountered a soul as beautiful as the radiant summer sun. But unlike the seasons, his light will not be forgotten.It will remain in my heart...forever.
Right now, I am trying my best to put it into words as I sit on this comfy chair ...aware that the days slowly slips awaygiving me limits or much worse giving me signs fora near-end... yet all I want is to express what Ifeel...But come to think of it...I really don't have anyIDEA of what I feel.
It's so confusing... All I knowi s that my heart beats for this person without knowing the reason why. It surmounts everything within me...
I know im going to miss him for he is different.he's been very kind and gentle all this time and it makes me wonder how beautiful his soul is for being such a blessing.
Yes, he has somehow become a blessing for letting me see a lot of things....like life and beauty, love and hope, faith and reality...things which I thought are felt and understood by self-actualized people whose life seems to be perfect.
But life is not perfect. There is always a vainness that makes one feel incomplete or want and seek formore...And it's so sad to know that no one can always have the things that he wants. It pinches the heart like a song that has hit the right spot.
Nevertheless, it opens one's eye to a whole new dimension of living---seeing life and love in a newspectrum of light.
I think I almost fell for this person. Amazingly, Ihave managed to control my feelings not necessarily wanting a relationship but loving--just loving him as he is---silently.
Perhaps we can never really tell if we are in love.The universe is full of mystery and even a lifetime is not enough to decipher the secrets that it has.And right now, I am just glad that whatever it is that I feel towards him, I have once again managed to get a glimpse of how it feels to be happy.
I am thankful that for a certain point in my life, I have encountered a soul as beautiful as the radiant summer sun. But unlike the seasons, his light will not be forgotten.It will remain in my heart...forever.
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